I am going to take a break from the usual format to share with you information on bipolar. Bipolar people often experience high highs and low lows, more so than other people. They are often very creative as well as very sensitive, which is often the reason for the depression...they take things personally and then they go into a deep depression which is a very dark and lonely place. I am going to share some videos with you. I will post some forms later on for you to fill out. If you would like to use a daily mood sheet, you can find that at cassandrascounseling.com. Thank you and I hope you find the video useful.
Most of the time I feel I have remission from my bi polar through medications and positive thinking. But i realized with my foot issue that's all I think about being attached to this wound vac has consumed my mind. It's an appendage to me and has affected my life so deeply that very little else I can think of. I work so hard to keep apositive attitude but i am struggling now to do that. I hate this machine . I hate I didn't heal correctly. I had advanced and now I went backwards. Coping is a big issue. I don't want to go into depression over this but I can feel myself slipping. I know if my mind centers on recovery instead of negativity I will heal . I struggle with myself everyday.